One last Thing

All you had to do was tell me once, just once that it was not I that you wanted but your heart was placed somewhere and it was an abode for someone that you thought was perfect for you, I swear upon my life that I would not have uttered a single word to you, would have never questioned  a single thing and just move on with my life and wish you the best of luck. How hard was it for you to be honest to me about such a thing when I even asked for your permission before leading onto anything else. I always told you that it is your happiness that holds the most importance in my life yet you chose not to tell me.

I shouldn’t have uttered a single word even when I found out about it all, should have never made any judgements, should have never questioned your integrity regardless of how and what I felt at that time, I came back every single time because I knew what I wanted in life and I knew that you were my dream but some dreams I guess are just left as dreams and you will be the best dream I have ever had and no one can take that away from me, not even you.