The End

This past weekend was a special day in my life, had everyone around me as I accepted wishes from a lot of people but all I could think about was you and all I could wait for was your wish. I was expecting till the very last moment to receive a wish from you hoping that you might have remembered me on my birthday. I thought maybe just maybe for old times sake that you might wish me. Clearly I was wrong, you’re so close to me yet so far, I spent the whole weekend just mourning of this state and how I am a fool for still believing it all. 

After contemplating for a significant amount of time, I found some hope out of nowhere, I got a feeling that maybe I need to just move on rather than clinging on to this hopeless cause. I see you everyday, I miss you everyday, I wish for you every day, I pray for you every day and I will until the last breath I take but as for now, I think ill have to kill the soul within me and just be happy in your happiness and not repent on the past anymore... Its all but a sad demise of my hopes and dreams. 

The obstacles in life will go on, everything will still move, this blog will always play a special part and I will come back and reflect on all that ive written for you but as far as writing something new is concerned, this is the last of what you will see, Ive got a heavy heart and a million thoughts to share but I guess its not worth it since its just a dead end.

This blog has helped me a lot, it got me through the tough times, it got me closer to you, even if all I wrote put a smile on your face even once then my purpose has been fulfilled. As for me, you will never have to bear with me anymore, you wont ever have to deal with me, Ill vanish completely from even your fondest memories so I bid you good bye and I bid you farewell for we once shared something magical but all good things must come to an end as ive heard and this is my end!