Maybe

The wounds are apparent and everyone can see it, everyone in the world can notive the pain im going through except for you, everyone around me seems to know that Ive lost a part of myself but you it is you that has turned a blind eye towards me, maybe you are too insensitive to notice or maybe I deserve this. Who knows, I lost hope the moment you didnt make an attempt to mend things, I let go of everything the day you made it clear that I didnt matter in your life.. Maybe I think too much, maybe I didnt truly understand you, maybe I didnt try but what I do know is I did all things to make you the happiest woman in the world and even to this day when I have a hole burning through me, I still have nothing but best wished for you to live and lead a happy life within which you get all the happiness in the world and give all your tears to me... I just wish I knew what I did wrong, maybe I dont know how to love, maybe God had different plans for us.. maybe...