Cant Seem To Let You Go

I dont know why its become so difficult for me.. I Dont know why after knowing all the truth I still cant let go of you.. You are about to be married to someone else, associated with someone else's name yet I cannot accept the truth.. I still try and wish that I can make it work and make you mine forever. I dont know what to do.. All I know is that I cannot bear the sight of you spending the rest of your life with someone else.

I know you dont read this and you might never will but if one day you do come across all this, I hope you realize how much I love you and care for you, How you have been the one and only love of my life.