There isnt a thing I can do to stop her, Maybe I dont have the will power or the authority to stop her or bring her back to me. She will be someone else's princess one day, will belong to someone that will love her equally as much and give her all that she wants.
She cant see it now but being forced into this maybe that is what is best for her. What pains me to see is that she is sharing all the problems, all the hurdles with me not having the least bit of idea how much it torments me and tears me apart from the inside.
She is getting married! Not by her will, not by her way, its the choice of her father that has forced her to bow down to his requests and adhere to what he says because according to him he knows what is best for her. Maybe he is right, maybe the one he has selected for her really is the right person for her. What about her choice? I know I am not her choice but that doesnt matter, what about her happines? why does she not get to say a thing about what she wants?
I cannot condole her, I cannot calm her down because there brews a storm within me also ripping apart my world and the dreams that I had. Its not the pain of my shattered dreams that bothers me, its the fact that she did not get the chance to make a choice, she did not get to choose her happiness.
I always wanted to see her in a wedding dress, looking her prettiest but I always imagined her to be standing by my side on her wedding day and taking eternal vows with me of till death do us part. I dont know how ill gather enough courage to watch her go being side by side throughout this whole journey, I dont know how i will watch her go with someone else.. As of now I can already watch her go, away from my life, away from my dreams, away from my reality I watch her go
She cant see it now but being forced into this maybe that is what is best for her. What pains me to see is that she is sharing all the problems, all the hurdles with me not having the least bit of idea how much it torments me and tears me apart from the inside.
She is getting married! Not by her will, not by her way, its the choice of her father that has forced her to bow down to his requests and adhere to what he says because according to him he knows what is best for her. Maybe he is right, maybe the one he has selected for her really is the right person for her. What about her choice? I know I am not her choice but that doesnt matter, what about her happines? why does she not get to say a thing about what she wants?
I cannot condole her, I cannot calm her down because there brews a storm within me also ripping apart my world and the dreams that I had. Its not the pain of my shattered dreams that bothers me, its the fact that she did not get the chance to make a choice, she did not get to choose her happiness.
I always wanted to see her in a wedding dress, looking her prettiest but I always imagined her to be standing by my side on her wedding day and taking eternal vows with me of till death do us part. I dont know how ill gather enough courage to watch her go being side by side throughout this whole journey, I dont know how i will watch her go with someone else.. As of now I can already watch her go, away from my life, away from my dreams, away from my reality I watch her go
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